Reckoning

Last year I was asked by my former boss, who’s the current CIO at the University of Massachusetts at Amherst, if I was interested in a commission piece. She prefaced the offer that it was a particular subject as well as size.    The subject would be outside of my current comfort zone.  I suspect she knew it would be good for me.  When she was my boss at University of Rochester she always encouraged me to push my boundaries and seek outside my comfort area. 

The subject was just this: Ox, Man, Eagle, and Lion.  It was to be poster size or similar and was for a campus religious organization that wished to remain nameless. I accepted with a healthy dose of fear. 

Now I'll admit I haven't always had the best relationship with God.  We haven't often seen eye-to-eye since my Dad died when I was 18 and in its aftermath my Mom nearly killed herself with alcoholism.   I guess you could say the relationship has evolved from being quite contentious to now perhaps suspicious.  But from what I've seen every great artist does at least one religious piece and maybe this was just what I needed to come in from the wilderness.

I tend to research all my paintings heavily.  I MUST know the subject, but here I didn’t know where to really start.  I asked two of my friends who have a deeper, richer knowledge of religion than I for guidance and points of direction. I dove into the proffered texts.  I also started asking others about the subject and what they first thought of.  I also looked at historical pieces of art related to the subject.  Through My wife's Maternal Grandmother I had many books about Byzantine Art.    I received a volume of feedback across the spectrum of experience and it was most welcome.

I had a few early ideas and these “napkin” sketches proved fruitless and were essentially dead ends, but these are always good as they stir the pot.    They were singular and didn’t cover the richness of the subject.  I set it aside and went back to my current body of paintings about birds, which was entering crunch time for my show. 

When I paint I always have music playing…keeps the other part of the brain from interfering.  One day the shuffle went thru a collection of songs from U2 and one song jumped out called “Until the End of the World.”  The song's lyrics describe a fictional conversation between Jesus Christ and Judas Iscariot. The first verse discusses The Last Supper; the second is about Judas identifying Jesus with a kiss on the cheek in the Garden of Gethsemane; and the final is about Judas' suicide after being overwhelmed with guilt and sadness. 

This time the other part of my brain did interfere.  It elbowed its way in and brought with it the album cover (“Achtung, Baby”) the song is from and demanded my attention.    Yep, this was the “eureka” moment all artists look for.  The cover was composed of 16 photographs.   This type of layout would work perfectly here given the various bits of feedback I’d received.  Each piece of correspondence yielded a slightly different interpretation or reminder of an image of the subject.  This would allow me to cover the conversations I had and approach different aspects of the narrative I was building. It also gave me some limits, but also allowed me to experiment with styles and symbolism for each of the four.

For the individual pieces I utilized pencil sketches, digital painting, photography, and photo manipulation.  The two applications I used were Photoshop and Art Rage 4.  Art Rage was great for mimicking chalky pastels and splatterly paint effects.  At times it was a nice diversion from the stress of my avian art show.

Painting & layout

Click on the image below for the complete painting.

A little background on each panel within the piece is order so following this layout there a description of each.

Matthew	I	II	III	IV
Mark	V	VI	VII	VII
Luke	IX	X	XI	XII
John	XIII	XIV	XV	XVI

 I:  Four small crosses and one large one.   Matthew is the author of the first gospel account, but all four symbolize some aspect of Jesus; the one.

II: Feathers.  Matthew was symbolized as the winged man.  I got a really good camera to help take reference photos of birds and it helped in more ways than one!

III: Cubist Matthew.  This was the final piece I completed.  I wanted a cubist influenced piece and couldn’t get a cubist Ox to work out.  I started doodling without much thought.  I scanned it and added color using a graphics package called Art Rage.

IV: Matthew stamp photo.  This was a nod to my wife’s Grandfather who was an Assyrian-Greek Orthodox Minister who handled several churches throughout Western New York in the mid-20^th Century. 

V: Celtic Lion.  This was from a cross-stitch pattern that caught my eye in a local quilt shop.

VI: Stained Glass Lion Graffiti.  A lot of reference material I received was about stained glass pictures.  My favorite was this one with a lot of repeating patterns.  I sketched a version in Photoshop and did an overlay of a brick to pattern.

XI: Winged Lion.  I love simple line art.  I once did a whole series around minimalist line art so I went back to the well one more time with this black and white piece.

XII: Venetian tradition states when St. Mark was traveling through Europe, he arrived at a lagoon in Venice where an angel appeared to him and said "Pax tibia Marce, evangelista mess.  Hi requisite corpus tuum."  (May peace be with you, Mark, my evangelist. Here your body will rest.)  I wanted to capture some of these words and settled on giving them the appearance of chiseled into marble.

IX:  Bloody Man Gazing Skyward.  Luke is symbolized by the ox; sacrifice. This piece is a loose painting which represents Jesus’ sacrifice.

X: By profession Luke was a physician.  The sciences sometimes try to quantify faith.   This piece shows that attempt with a painting of St. Luke done by Vladimir Borovikovsky which has been pixelated in Photoshop.  Overlaying it is a simple two color graph. 

XI:  Ox skull pastel.  It’s a simple pastel of an ox skull which started out as a cubist piece.   When I first started in art I fancied myself a pastelist and I guess one part of me thinks I still am!

XII: I adore the art from the Book of Kells.  I borrowed a bit for this as well as one for St. John.  I sketched it out and highly stylized it while hopefully maintaining its Celtic roots.  This is my favorite.

XIII:  Icon of St. John.  This is based on a 14^th century Serbian prototype from Chilander Monastery.

XIV: Eagle drawing.  The symbol for St. John is the Eagle.  An extreme close-up pencil sketch proved quick and satisfying. 

XV: Book of Kells Eagle. I used the Eagle from the Book of Kells as the basis. After some arrangement and color decisions, I created a wood-grained like “canvas” as an underlay.  As with the St. Luke Ox (see XII) I kept the original images I created in a large format so posters could one day be created if interested!

XVI: John the Revelator.  This was my one input to the project. I always think of Revelations in regards to St. John so I went with a simple, manipulated photo of the Bible open to Revelations.

I spent quite a bit of time trying to name the painting.  I settled on Reckoning⁴ for the painting’s title.  Back home (rural Northwest Florida) if you asked someone for their opinion, nine times out of ten it begins with a bit of reflection followed by “I reckon…”  I raised the term to the fourth power in regards to ox, man, lion, and eagle.  After a year of reflection I reckon it is done!  Feedback is always welcome and I’d like to come see it hanging and some point in the future.

It was printed on a 24-inch X 24-inch canvas by a trusty print shop in Los Angeles.   

After nearly a year it is done.